Saturday, January 9, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
But why is this sadness here? What is this about? I smudged our home off with some beautiful white sage. And the sadness is still here. For a moment I thought maybe I'm pregnant, but no, I'm not. The sadness is still here. It might be the weather, but it's not too bad out. It might be the fact that I don't want to finish school right now...I want to procrastinate and be here writing all my complaints about my life. But I know it's time for me to finish.... So I don't know what it is...but I feel like crying. And even with convincing hubby to take me to our favorite little cafe where I had my favorite hot Mexican chocolate, I still feel blue. I even worked out this morning?!! Not sure what it is, but maybe I just need to feel it. To feel this sadness to the core of my being. Because I do feel it.
Thanks for being here, friends. I'm hoping to be out of this funk soon.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Do I have any resolutions you ask? Well, to just keep going through another year with gratitude. And to hopefully let go of what I no longer need both emotionally and through material goods. Because it feels good to let it go. I just have to keep reminding myself of that...