Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Within our mess....


Within our mess....
Originally uploaded by Lalabaloobah
there is a quiet moment that this little guy will find. When this photo was taken, he was surrounded with bags of things to give away, things to throw away, and just random items strewn about. Poor guy. He was surrounded with our clutter and I felt bad about it. But I have finally asked for help...actually, it wasn't just an "ask" more of a PLEASE?!! So, hubby is helping....

But why is this sadness here? What is this about? I smudged our home off with some beautiful white sage. And the sadness is still here. For a moment I thought maybe I'm pregnant, but no, I'm not. The sadness is still here. It might be the weather, but it's not too bad out. It might be the fact that I don't want to finish school right now...I want to procrastinate and be here writing all my complaints about my life. But I know it's time for me to finish.... So I don't know what it is...but I feel like crying. And even with convincing hubby to take me to our favorite little cafe where I had my favorite hot Mexican chocolate, I still feel blue. I even worked out this morning?!! Not sure what it is, but maybe I just need to feel it. To feel this sadness to the core of my being. Because I do feel it.

Thanks for being here, friends. I'm hoping to be out of this funk soon.

2 comments:

Laura said...

I feel sadness too. :o(

Melissa Gaviria said...

Feel better

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