I'm here...

So, this week is my 2nd week at Naropa. And all is good. There are moments where I feel uncertain of my presence there, if it's the right program, you know, those internal conversations that you have with yourself during quiet moments, ya those. It can be emotionally draining, yet always fun. And I'm even enjoying Clinical Neuroscience....pretty fascinating stuff. It's just that there is this aire of wisdom there that scares me at times. Where every single person seems so much wiser....this knowledge you can smell almost. And maybe it's just because this is the most passionate side of who I am...it's the place where my fears meet my joys. Where my joys meet my uncertainties about who I am in this world and who I will be. And I think about my future as a psychotherapist and I think about my father. How I miss him.... I think I can hold a great space as a psychotherapist, but there is so much that I don't know and here, right now, I'm learning it folks...and it all feels good. I have this song in my head... And I apologize for no photos...but just be patient a bit more friends..okay?